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2009-11-12T05:54:00.000-08:00

my new talking space.

shift-tery

2009-10-08T00:52:00.000-07:00

its my first day attending the class and have this feeling that each day all of us would be bombarded with news that do not make our lives better.

planner's full.

have to pay such huge price to graduate from college.

i totally understand why students commit suicide because of studies.

used to think that students that commit suicide are totally immature.

what the heck is award assessment?

why are there always some weird sentences printed onto the fees bill with additional amount of $

wana get a new lappy. have to save like crazy.

coop's no longer my dog. he's with someone else.

but he's still my baby. and i miss him each day..

i'm a total bitch that needs people to comfort me daily, telling me everything will be alright.

a pity for CJ. i just won't stop complaining.

need new shoes and bags. please. anyone kind enough to buy me those.

2009-10-02T09:57:00.000-07:00

omg. this semester break really sucks. have to do my thesis, and worse; paid RM12 to become a member in the public library, borrowed book for my research, and for the next 3 years, can totally win award for not borrowing any books and made such $$ contribution to the library.

2 weeks, had enough rests i think. every bit of KIWI (sookie's chihuahua) reminds me of Coop. they're both dogs, Coop has loads of fur. Kiwi. is a practically a kiwi. short fur and huge ears. Kiwi bites. Coop bites and obviously my leg would end up being bloody.

alright. Ipoh's fine. got air-con. so didnt' really care bout the weather. became fat cause erm. junk food. and each time i eat, sookie's got this stupid *glance* to let me feel all guilty for eating.

watched FEED! omg. feel like puking after typing that four letters. eww. i should totally stop eating.

i used to think that mosquitoes would never ever bite/suck my blood cause ???. but right now, they're totally feeding on me! and my leg is red-scary looking now. omg. i typed **** again with the -ing.

so bored.

chances of getting the pug puppy is slim each moment. cause mum totally didn't update me. and also. sookie keeps saying that i'm jinx-ing the mummy, so she might not be pregnant afterall.

anyway. deep in my thoughts, i really wana keep coop...... i want him back. but........... mum n dad's going to disown me.

sick.headache.chapter2.

2009-09-24T11:58:00.000-07:00

i miss you COOPER.

2009-09-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

thank GOD.

thank you Khew.

thank you Lisa.

thank you DaWei.

2009-09-15T02:16:00.001-07:00

u're the symbol of everything.

friendship.family.love.care.shelter.joy.grace.play.21.

decision that i made........

it was so hard for me.

i couldn't stop tears.heartache.sadness.guiltyness.

you have been part of my life.

in fact everyday life.

that i learnt so much just from you little baby.

u're so well known at home for being determined and cunning.

you had your dramas.

and i hope you do not bring them when you meet GOD.

i wonder if my grandma can look after you there.

i'm just as childish as ever.

i cry so much that you get annoyed.

letting you go, knowing that i can't see you again.

i don't know how strong am i.

i'm sorry cooper. i truly am.

apology

2009-09-13T10:46:00.000-07:00

i couldn't pay attention, and in desperate need to be around people.

this is why i've been studying in the living room since u're gone.

i have your imaginary picture plastered in every part on the house.

and having to think that i give up on you.

i'm useless. and i'm too weak to let you go.

i miss you.

but i don't have the courage to see you, with great depths of regrets.

i need time.

the first night spending my sleep alone.

waking up without you.

missing your little aggressiveness

missing you marking your territories all over the house.

missing you when you rather drink from the toilet floor rather than your water bottle

missing you crying for me to let you in

miss the times i bath you

missing how i always trick you

missing the time that you made me so bold and brave

miss seeing you play with everything.

miss the times when i cried alone...

no matter how tired and lazy you are, you would drag yourself just to be by my side.

miss.miss.miss.miss.

i'm really sorry coop.

for being the worse owner you have. no other dogs can replace you. NEVER.

i miss you. you caused me cry so much.

how are you doing coop? are you being good? do u miss me? (maybe not)

i'm so sorry coop.

there are scents of you in the room now. i don't want it to go.

when would i have the courage to meet you again?

forgive me coop. please know that i do love you.

be good and please behave alright?

omg. i hope dogs are literate.

2009-09-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

hwalala!!

in erm. 8 hours++ i'll be sitting for my second paper.

bleah.

dont wana care bout it cause its a paper that i hate.dislike.uninterested.

well, sookie's bought a chihuahua puppy. 1st thing on my mind was, since when my mum became so crazy? allowing us to get PUPS?!

pup's name is KIWI. imagine that. haha. and i'm so jealous. funny thing is, she's got carsick. weird.

cooper; well... omg. he's turned to be so scary at times, he's so unpredictable.

so mum promised to get me another puppy, if berjaya.

anyway. cooper might be permanently stay in Ipoh cause he definitely needs larger space...

also known as the porch.

and i realized, he just made out with my pillow. UGH!

okay. blog's getting lamer, and i still dowana study! i hate this paper.

hope i can pass.

bye~

2009-09-06T01:38:00.000-07:00

hey!

i've got some really important questions to those that read my blog. (not many ppl i guess)

well, it'll be best if u guys help me ask ur peers and fam and all.

it's like this, cooper's been really good in his mood swings.

i mean. which dogs attack their owners more than other ppl?

well, cooper did it again today. and it was so severe, blood can actually start ooze out

my leg, well.. is now well decorated with scars. Deep scars.

well, i didnt have the courage to tell mum. now that she's still angry with him.

previously, my wrist was bitten. and obviously, i called mum.

she got so angry, she kept insisting on giving cooper away.

cooper's a gift from my dear friends. since then i have made a vow not to giv him up.

this morning, Cooper attacked yet again.

this time, my knee and baby toe were attacked.

it was so serious. and i'm limping now.

i don't know what's wrong with him.

he's a year old now, and he's been here for a month, he shud hav gotten used to staying here.

i just need answers, cause i dont wana giv him away.

my housemates were so afraid of him. sigh.

trouble like this.

i dont know who to turn to.

2009-09-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

hey!!!!!

i finally know how Cooper auto force himself out of the cage, he's becoming like a kitty.

and i managed to blow dry him today!! after he got wet in the bathroom.

cooper's getting better now.

did i mention that i was about to give him away????

and i realized that i should be humane.

i was so so worried that he would end up being in SPCA!

thats a NO WAY.

i like insane dogs. thats why i have always loved Rottweilers, Siberian Huskies, Bulldogs and those insane looking dogs.

I DONT REALLY LIKE LAP DOGS ACTUALLY.

i mean. i like dogs that can protect me, instead of me protecting them.

typical huh. oh yea. i like CHOW CHOWs too!!!!!

i miss u AHFU......

thats him.

and so. enough about pets and....

moral.moral.moral.

eww. byebye

2009-08-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

decided not to study today.

went out for a movie and felt so bad for leaving cooper all alone...

hyeh.

bought treats again for him.

no wonder he gained so much weight.

glad to see his furs start to grow longer.

yay.

anyway. exam.sucks.yucks.bleks.

2009-08-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

someone from SMC...

please give me a call and sing the school song.

i still cant remember it.

oh noooooo.......

my other friends remember their school song, and even the state song!!! miao.

shit.

to cooper with love

2009-08-13T23:16:00.000-07:00

cooper's a new guy in my life now. he's my perfect companion.

i love him so much.

nothing much about him annoys me.

guess its u and me till the rest of our lives.

some don't understand why u're being mean to them.

i hope they would give u the chance and u should let them know u better dear.

i know u're still new here. but i have high hopes for u.

i would never give up on u....

i would be so glad if u can read.

the feelings that i have for u. so genuine till..........

I DONT MIND U BITING ME AT ALL..

yeap. cooper's my dog. a shihtzu. but looks a little like a bulldog.

so many of them are so afraid of him...

cooper's a gift. from my dear friends. my girlfriends. friends that i've known all my life.

used to spend more than 100 days every year together.

eat.sleep.hangout.gossip.never-ending-chats.

okay. i can't take nice nice pictures cause he's forever active. grr......

cooper!!!!

sookhui's lame

2009-08-06T06:52:00.000-07:00

well... i woke up from my nap this late afternoon..

from my beloved lil sis..

she has the tendency to not reply whatever i text... and of course, wouldnt text me for no reason.

this time, mms-ed me.

so. i expected worse.

she very well... told me....

pleeeaaasssseeee get this board for me! its on sale.. bla bla.. from IKEA...blabla. its so cheap bla

and she took the pic of it from the IKEA mag.

i was like... its RM59... and i told her i got no money.

she replied: 59 only! Like 80 bucks cheaper. Plus can write stuff on it.... and mum doesnt know that i asked u to buy for me.

what a *****.... at the age of 17 and she's so best in doing things behind my mum's back first and then explain later...

ending up. i'm the one to be blamed.

she's totally spoilt like mad. a brat for short.

oh yea and she's like an aunty...

wouldn't wana miss a thing during sales lidat.

fact is; she's conquered my room, and filled it with BOARDS...... so.. having one less doesn't make any difference.

anyway. i'm just randomly blah-bing. so sien...

values of what we're living by... unknowingly.

2009-08-01T11:08:00.000-07:00

we often have our own principles of life.

but at times these principles cause unhappiness to our dearest friends and family

because of the love we receive and get..

we always take things for granted.

at times i would disapprove of what ppl advice or tell me.

it was all about me.

things change now.

i know that i have to grow up.

can u all believe it, that i admit that sookhui (4 years younger)

can think better than me.. more optimistic.. more bubbly...

i envied her.

i argued with dad cause of the enviousness, jealousy

i even envied waikeong (1 year younger)

cause he's mature now. especially through things that he had gone through.

envied Jorida. (you're as old as i am.)

earning her own allowances.

envied MUM.

cause she gets to surf Ebay and uses Dad's credit card to pay for her purchases!

envied DAD

for his patience and his efforts towards working on something

see!

all my flaws.

i envied so many people.

but the fact that . i'm also lucky.

i wana thank everyone that loved me unconditionally..

u know who u are ppl!!!

envy greed hate

2009-07-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

Words titled are just random words.

I sort of start thinking to apply these words onto someone.

Someone i disliked long ago.

I dont really hate ppl, but there ARE A FEW that often make me feel angry about every single minor details they do or say or whatever.

I guess i'm always flawed. certain things that needed more of my attention were not given.

Anyway. This place is so negative. Haha.

Blabla... I'm off to watch tv. Couldnt sleep now!

Hate speech! I think i can excel in essays that requires me writing a hate speech. So inspired now.

2009-07-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

Yasmin Ahmad's gone.

who knows life can get to be so bluntly unexpected?

u're so well and the next minute u're lying motionless, breathless.

well, i got sick most of these days.. well nothing compared to death.

lol.

so i decided that life is too precious for me to sigh all the time, and disappointing people around me.

its kinda late to change my thinking ryte? now that i'm turning 21. but whatever....

and so.. this also adds to my determination and motivation to lose weight.

haha..

at least i have some thin thin body for once before i DIE.

i miss dad... hate it when he calls me telling me he's going off to work...

making me miss him like mad. nearly cried when i heard his voice.

but he told me he was going to visit me during sookhui's school holiday.

which means i have to start studying now. so that i can shop and play all i want with no guilt!

YAY!!

2009-07-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

i feel so bored.

i know there's so much to do.

especially preparing for presentations and paired assignments.

sigh.

assignments this semester never seemed to stop and all..

and it's like they have just begun.

hate.blue.dull.sad.warmed.puked.

1,2,3...

2009-07-13T19:03:00.000-07:00

123.. the number of posts / crap that i've pasted into the blog page walls.

set the alarm last night and was a little anticipating for today's class.

until.. i decided to skip them all.

there were PILES / HILLS of assignments have yet to be completed.

with the due dates being so damn near and gets nearer every minute.

i decided to start one of the assignments ::. doing a business proposal. and this dues on Thursday

have not start to even load my microsoft word.

have no idea what to start.

maybe i wasn't paying much attention in class cause now, its all blank.

i'm so dead. there's so much to worry about.

i miss home. so so much.

missed the time when i was being ignored cause mum was busy onlining.

sis attending school.

i even missed the time waikeong stayed in KL with me and argued and yelled

and helped me kill roaches

i miss dad....

everyone at home.

i feel like giving up my studies already.

cause now i know that this course was never meant for me to take.

but too late to regret.

guess not everyone gets what they want HUH....

belated!

2009-06-26T02:11:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to sookleng. happy belated bday. LOL.

this is when we were all getting ready before dining in TGIF.

sperm-bear is missing in action.

that lucky eherm. so many ohf-ers attended her dinner.

happy 21st bday girl.

mmmuuuuaaahhh

2009-06-25T04:59:00.000-07:00

i've watched this film for a couple of times already.

the story goes where this place near Neverland; is a place for fairies that work for 4 seasons.

so each season, those fairies would go to those human-ny land and bring the season to humans

and sis disappointed me with a fact.

MALAYSIA HAS NO 4 SEASONS.

means.... there won't be fairies visiting us.

SO SAD

2009-06-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

i think i'm partially lesbian-nic.

cause i realized that the main reason for watching a blockbuster was to see the leading actresses.

and i went online just now, thought of getting tickets for transformers..

and seriously omg! whats with the online traffic thing?!

it was like...... there were too many users.... till like.. the page couldn't load shit.

but anyway. i gave up. its not like i can't wait.

ooo!!!

the yellow car thing that i like in the movie.

i forgot whats the name. LOL.

MAN

2009-06-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

i look really manly these days, especially when i start texting with my phone.

so corporate-manly-looking.

i want the gray one.

2009-06-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously stupid.

so stupid that i dont know how to use my phone now.

so not tech savvy.

i need ppl to guide me.

plz.

this message is dedicated to JORIDA MONIQUE LIM.

teach me k? LOL

2009-06-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

I swear that I'm so going on a DIET.

This time I really mean it.

I'm going to starve myself.

seriously. starve.

survive on liquids and fluids.

Milo, Coffee and Green Tea.

I hope that I'll lose all my weight......

2009-06-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

Back in Ipoh!!!

Just for the sake of getting something.

And I needed some rest.

It's been so hazy in KL.

Totally ruin my daily moods.

And the sun.

I never liked the sun.

That's why I often dream of having super pale white skin. Never ever like tanned skin.

And the moment I reach home from the train station (OH yea. the pathetic ride home.)

By the time I reach Ipoh; I swear my ass feels like exploding as a result for sitting for so long.

Worse thing was that I was travelling alone.

Can You Imagine Shutting Up The Mouth for entirely 3 hours?!

And it's going to end up being the same on the trip back to KL two days later.

to be continued...

The moment we reach home (dad, mum and sookhui)........

Mum went into the room to get changed.

And as expected; turned on the PC

So SO avid; I have no comment about her actions anymore.

I think she can win awards; for being the most logged-into-ebay-account award. LOL

At least she's happy. Dad's going to cry any minute cause his credit card number is in jeapordy.

I MISS CJ SO MUCH.
(random)

2009-06-13T11:58:00.000-07:00

I still can't believe it.

sookhui told me that mum's going to wake up later. PROLLY 4am.

for what?

to bid some handbags on e-bay

so now my mum seriously needs a therapist.

OMG.

seriously, she's the one fully utilizing the home internet line.

and she's the one that left most of her fingerprints all over the PC.

CURRENTLY STILL IN THE STATE OF SHOCK

oh my goodness.............

i need to lecture my mum.

sorry.

still in deep deep shock

2009-06-11T19:35:00.000-07:00

i never get sick of the Can't Speak French song!!

OMG......

Anyway. Bao told me to write this.

Advanced Gang is so busy tonyte; so if there's anything do contact our beloved secretary (Bao's BF)

Sad thing is, we're busy on our own. And in this particular moment, two lebih ladies are going their pedicure.

5 hours later; will be out of home.

Beautifying!

2009-06-11T04:37:00.001-07:00

feel so stressed now.

got some breakdown case again.

grr.

2009-06-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so jealous! Lisa bought the Axolotl!!! Something that I can only dream of having. And after Leng told me the price of it..... I've decided to keep dreaming of owning one. LOL.

Fun thing is; I'll have more reasons to go back to ET Hub.. Cause its like a tropical haven now I think; loads of fish that I've never seen before.

water-based life don't really impress me. In a way, I can't talk to them, play with them, and I have no luck with them, they seem to die really fast in my hands.

Boss has this marshmallow-looking catfish.. and its like.. so CUTE.

I wana get a new phone.

053109

2009-05-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

Dear CJ...

haha.

U dont read my blog. but anyway

Happy Birthday!! (for the 1874948734th time)

happyHAPPYhappyBIRTHDAY!!

2009-05-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

I'm going to propose something to my program supervisor.

Just realized that some courses can change their course name into a more professional one.

e.g. Diploma in Business Administration -> Advanced Diploma in Business Management
e.g. Diploma in Counseling -> Advanced Diploma in Psychology

So... the course that I'm in should be from

Diploma in Media Studies (AMS) -> Advanced Diploma in Hot Stuffs (AHS)

Please let it come true!!

2009-05-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

i hate sookhui. for being able to get whatever she wants.

i have always wished that i don't have a younger sibling because now, she's like the golden child in the family. (touch her and you'll rot)

then, i hate her... being so self-conscious, she managed to lose weight, and got so thin, and made me look like an elephant when stood next to her.

she has this so-called brilliant mind, i'm starting to feel that mummy picked her up from a pile of garbage. Bro and I were not so good in studies.

and then, now she has her braces on just because her teeth were not visibly deformed.

MINE IS TOTALLY UGLY AND DEFORMED.

anyway. now i wana play land of the dead online. obviously, not as good as sookhui

she gets the habit of killing zombies. watching zombie-fied movies and all that.

i still can't get accept the fact that she's so bloody thin, and she can hold back her eating/craving for food temptation.

parents bought durian.... and of course that stupid sookhui give the excuses like... later those and this got stuck in my braces.

and so... she'll get alot thinner.

and thinner.

and eventually. so thin...... i'll hate her even more.

Dear sookhui,

this is the official hate-sookhui-101 post. / reasons why you should hate your younger sibling.

LOL

hope u're so offended that u wana slap me in the face.

i love seeing u mad.

though u hate it. i still think u're cute.

this moment, u're downstairs playing the land of the dead, and i'm upstairs writing this hate post.

tralala....

**i dont hate her. i envy her. thats why i wrote this post. LOL. love u always.**

2009-05-16T09:59:00.001-07:00

I can't believe i ate again. supposed meal was apples and coke light. and a proper meal, so that I won't die of starvation.

and now I'm back to 48kg!

i wana cry.

I wana buy those diet pills. That can make you thin...

But I have the feeling that I'm not obese, so those pills won't make difference.

Except for exercising.

I think I'll cycle at home everyday.

Hope that'll work

HELP...........................................................

hahahaha

2009-05-15T09:58:00.000-07:00

i can't stop grinning.laughing.smiling. now.

i was effortlessly looking at ppl's blog, and then link them back..

then, there's this part of the blog where i link my close friends and friends and bla..

and then..... the name of the box was like... biaches that color my life....

and and.. i linked my guy friends also.

so now they're my bitches now. haha..

omg.

hope u all can get it. cause ryte now, i can't put words into good nice sentences and bla....

watched twilight again for the sake of looking at Kristen Stewart.

I'm retarded.

tadada.

2009-05-14T11:53:00.000-07:00

words in my mind..

roxy.pink.cherish.gay.hip.twilight.piano.bread.CJ.

i have no idea why i decided to post these words. LOL

i like randomly write words down. some don't bring meaning.

there's alot of course. maybe each time i post something i'll just put some random words of the day.

for fun. LOL

*silence..........searching for a topic......*

oh!! i found this video on YouTube. from BoA.

she dances like. OMG. not really a fan of Korean singers/dancers but she wow-ed me.

maybe the video is abit like outdated or whatever. haha

p/s: dont know why i can't upload the video here. grr..

song's name is Eat You Up.

watch it!!!

IPOH AND ROJAK

2009-05-13T10:38:00.001-07:00

back in IPOH now... thanks to CJ that came over to KL just to accompany me back here.

i've got loads of stuff to say, hmm. share.

my 3 months experience in ET HUB.

Boss wanted us to record a video.. bout us and the company and our experiences.

Dawei is going to vomit blood cause our videos are only full of laughter and words like...

'wait wait. not ready yet!!'...'omg! what should i say?!?!'

then, off to PENANG!!

were there cause SenQ has a grand opening there. whole company was off there.

... except for AhFu. have to be left behind.

1 day journey, 1 day business trip, 1 day for real trip.

of course, we ate like mad and mad. and some ppl got sick. LOL

didn't expect our so-called farewell will be so fun.

thank u boss! :D

so now that the internship is over, i felt lightened. prolly cause i don't have to stress so much.

proposals that needed my brain juice do stress me out!

anyway. i learnt alot. and am happy with the fact that..

i really don't have to stay in office much of the time.

and of course, didn't know planning for some huge events need so much efficiency and time and changes.....

i wanted to post lots of pictures...... including Rong's bday lunch!!

to OHF ppl that has already celebrated their bdays.

so sorry ya. i'm always MIA for ur parties. busy mar.. and wrong timing! cause i'm 2 hours away.

so CHINYEE... sorry dear. LOL

not typing d. i guess pictures say more....which they do. DUH.

i've gotten my lil whitish complexion back!! i was sad cause was freaking tanned. i dont like being tanned. LOL. best part is, CJ's super tanned. Dark in fact. so i like us being contradicting each other. so fun. LOL...

the pig-nosed tortoise newly added into boss's aquarium. i loved it.... so so much. the first day i found out it was there, all i did was stand in front of the aquarium, ignoring the 'dong ngiaos' wriggling in a plastic container.. and observed it swim around. i want one myself! but Lisa said its super like extincting.. so kenot buy d.... effing cute ryte?!

~~NOTE THAT THE COMING PICTURES ARE NOT PHOTOSHOPPED. SO EVERYONE WILL LOOK IN THEIR ORI~~ HAHAHAHA

the movie thingy in Boss' car. watched througout our long hour journey. and got dizzy and headache. so awesome!! i dont live in luxury. so its super new to me. and OMG. i didnt know the sound system could be so fab.

us and junks. the back of the car was turned into a snack-o-teria. it lasted longer than we expected. till the end of the trip also the bag was still full. LOL

golden scissors for the ribbon cutting ceremony. see those ribbons?! leng and i made them! erm. i just used a pair of scissors and made the red parts curly. really proud la! they ended up looking like butterflies. crafty us.

ribbon girls. all we did was hold the ribbons in line and then those VIPs cut them. didnt have picture of it cause everyone was busy. just managed to take picture with the remains. LOL. its been the second time us being ribbon girls. theme was green this time. HAHAHA... gave me a reason to buy the dress i'm wearing.

JC and Leng. posing. He's not one of the ribbon girls. just hold cause i asked him to. see how lebih and buat-buat he is. grr. speechless d. there's more obscene pictures of him. but.. haven't ask his permission. so... can't post la!

four hours of journey; and he managed to grab himself a table fan for only RM10!!!!!!!!!!!! purposely joined to be a member to get the fan for that price. Leng and I were like.........we have never thought of becoming SenQ's member.. let alone QUEUE! great thing bout this electrical shop, when they launch a digital centre or a new outlet, the members can get selected stuff for RM10. can u imagine?! OMG. but i was too lazy to apply and wait for my turn.

alright. shift to the hotel lobby. 2 hotels in 2 days. love this trip! that's DaWei. think he won't get mad cause i post his pikcha. he's the designer in the company. and i was told that he's GENG. won awards in his college last time. and he's the one patiently taught me photoshop. glad that he didnt feel like beating me up cause i'm not that kind that learns super fast. and he'll be one editing videos we've made. so dead. and he loves animals. heard this from elbrine. so.. goody!

the elevator in Gurney Hotel!! didnt realize that though i've stayed there before. Clockwise: pink shirt Boss.. busy.BUSY.busy... Lisa Yap; geng blogger and pikcha taker ( i see her blog. so i know how good she is )... me the cam holder.... JC; dono why pose like that. so not like her... Leng the person that looks underaged. haha...DaWei. his idea for this picture. the whole ET HUB ppl!!!!

went to Penang Hill to sit on that whatever its called to go all the way up. i was super afraid of heights. nearly cried. and this picture was supposed to show my fear. but end up getting a smiley shot. and i like the effects. ignore the omg-super-messy-fringe.

us overlooking the island. from this picture, i realized that i'm tall. so tall. haha. and i'm FAT.

the so-gay-'couple'. i was supposed to smooch him. but grr. kenot. oh no.....

~~moving onto Rong's bday lunch. not many pictures taken cause my camera was not active.~~

special bday cake aka donuts from Krispy Kreme. ignore my stupid face in the picture. too lazy to crop.

Irene and Aeryn. our names sound kinda same. so they call me mushy (mushroom) see how thin she is? and she's constantly complaining that she's fat. i want to be like her.

Bao and I. the next false eyelash queeen. me downgraded to princess d. HOHO

2009-05-12T05:37:00.000-07:00

i spent money again. on something...... for the face yet again.

ELBRINE CHONG

2009-04-28T22:14:00.000-07:00

Dear El.. the post is for you

let's start with the very first impression. the date was around 9th Feb.

we were @ the office for briefing.

u briefed us; speaking Mandarin and I thought "shit. how am i going to comm with her? my mandarin sucks big time"

i kinda ignored. i wasn't prepared to talk to you cause you're supervising; thought we won't talk to each other much

and the days followed, when i realized that u're so one of us.

with the plus that u can actually speak cantonese well. LOL.

and so we're close. having lunch together and even crap together almost everyday.

though we haven't been colleagues for long.

didn't expect that u'd leave the office earlier than us.

happy that u shared to much with me and the others.

love u!!!

LOL

next meeting is the karaoke!!

DSLR

2009-04-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

Does anyone camwhore with their DSLR? Or do purposely buy a DSLR just for camwhoring?

In fact, those who wanna camwhore with DSLR, have you even used one or know how to use one?

Please leave some comments cause I would love to know.

p/s: It's so effin heavy, that even before you found your best angle, you lost your shot suffering from arm-cramp; providing if you're a tennis player (note that most tennis racquets are effing heavy as well). You can only take around 5 pictures a day with a DSLR whereas you could take hundreds with just a normal digital camera/handphone camera.

p/p/s: the reason why DSLR is used is because the photographer can look through the lens thingy and find their focus point. (for humans; the eye) so if you're camwhoring, guess those pictures won't turn out well cause you can't focus on your own eye.

UNLESS U'RE A PROFESSIONAL WHORE, THEN SURE LA. CAN TAKE LOADS OF EFFING WHORING PICTURES.

NO OFFENSE TO THOSE THAT OWN A DSLR JUST FOR CAMWHORING.

OH YEA. PROFESSIONALS DO NOT NEED A DSLR TO TAKE EFFING NICE PICTURES. ALL DEPENDS ON THE SKILLS OF THE PHOTOGRAPHER.

a super random post.

://:ANOTHER EDIT ://:

okay. this post might sound a little unfair to those that like using DSLR.

in fact, i love using it as well.

u're effing glad when u've learnt the skills. and the pictures turn out super well.

so. i just wana know.

a DSLR costs ALOT.

so, like seline said, a semi pro ones or those smaller version digital cam that has some of the DSLR features would do the job well enough.

its kinda disturbing that....

everyone wishes for something.

but just to buy them for camwhoring....

SO EXTRA RIDICULOUS.

of racism and motorcycles

2009-04-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

2 days ago, i was victim of snatch theft. and it happened so fast.

Leng and I were supposed to load stuff for L'Oreal's training @ Zouk at DaWei's house.

Both of us were really used to going to his place...

We were chatting away, opening the gate, ready to enter when Leng said;

"Mushroom (in chinese), be careful, the motorbike guy coming at you!"

Just as I turned, he was so near me, he grabbed my bag.(was an easy target cause i was carrying my HUGE CONVERSE BAG)

I yelled.....and managed to hold onto my bag tight.

He went off, kept looking back at us.

We were both so terrified. and quickly hid behind the Hilux parked in the house.

We both thought he's checking on us cause we heard motorcycles around the area.

Opened to door with shaky hands and stood inside there.

Leng called Elbrine.... and not long later, both she and DaWei were there.

I wasn't afraid in the beginning, cried because Leng was crying.

I wasn't even worried and took one of those bunting stands and stood near the door defending.

Not until after dinner with Lisa and the others.

We were walking back to the car park to get my car, till a motorcyclist turned into a junction with me standing near that junction

Reflexes told me that he's going to rob me again, and I got panicked, ran behind whoever was there, and started crying..

Only then, I realized how terrified I am. How shocked.

Up until now. it's been 2 days later.. I'm still afraid of cars and motorcycles that come from behind me.

I know I shouldn't blame anyone. But when I see Malays around. I feel unsafe.

I shouldn't be blamed of being a racist right now, that I have been robbed by a Malay.

Unless the friends I've known for some time ago. It won't change my opinion on you guys.

I wana thank those that were there for me.

Boss for sending a text, and even asked Elbrine to take us for ice-cream.

Lisa, for sayang-ing us back and dined with us.

Dawei and Elbrine, for being there with us, E.. your hand bengkak.. and Dawei for the tong sui.

Babe CJ, for worrying.

Daddy and Mummy, for worrying as well.

Leng, for crying with me.

Thanks everyone. Now that I'm fine and well, I'll learn to forget...

Both of us were lucky cause we're unharmed.

And thanked God, cause we're both not ready to die like this. Not in an ugly way.

2009-04-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

for some reason... i HATE ADAM LAMBERT.

i think sookhui's killing me or dono who.

he's like SO LEBIH and just because he could yell like so hyena, he gets fans.

i hate it when he sang.."If I Can't Have You", originally from Bee Gees.

so damn lebih, he totally ruined that song. and i have no idea why even those judges love him.

grr... i hate hate hate him.

i purposely choose that picture just to show that he's fugly.

first.

2009-04-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

It's the first time I've worked hard(maybe not that hard)

.... for long hours,

assignments that have DEADLY datelines (LOL),

for real, worked in an events / creative marketing strategy,

took some time to know my other colleagues,

went on a business trip that is located 6-hours away (I think supposedly, but with Boss driving.. it's less than that duration)

stayed a night there, and waking up doing something easy and fun. (get to wear PINK, and then just hold onto a ribbon and that's the end of our day)

dinner with my superiors (not so awkward feeling cause Leng was there with me, both pai seh at first)

then lunch everyday consisting of meals that made me grow so fat

slipper bitten and attacked by AHFU each and everyday

suffered the get-sleepy-after-meals-syndrome,

.... and alot....

now that all are coming to an end in 2 weeks time;
thinking how should I get my report done for the next semester. HATE THAT FEELING.

watched The Uninvited. (premiere, by Spotlite Mag) with..... Elb, JC,DaWei,Lisa n BOSS (LOL)

it was sudden, and no one was prepared for it.

kinda an okay movie, cause i was covering my face the whole time. LOL

had sushi for dinner, and learnt that popcorn(s) in cineplex is refill-able. (limited time i think)

for the first time, i learnt alot.. and yet still complain. what i'm best in. HAHA

Elb is leavin us by the end of the month.

I guess finally the plan to go for karaoke will be executed soon.

Don't know why I typed this, and now, there's assignments done half way

cant tink of anything ryte now....

grr

beep...downloading....beep

loads of luck

2009-04-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

to my dear girlfriends that are going to take their papers this week, i wana wish u guys good luck!!

i feel a little guilty cause i couldn't help you guys much in preparing. :P

i know u all can do it, MIANG, please work harder.

its been weeks since i've consumed one of the most fattening fast food in the world.

and i've been alone these very few days and was always lazy to drive out, tapao and stuff.

especially when i have this psycho problem; whenever i leave home, i'll feel dirty and weird, and then end up bathing alot of times a day.

so, ended up getting some delivery services.

ordered the fried chicken set; and i couldn't finish it, and now i feel like puking already.

there's nothing much that i wana post actually.

i wana get the DVD set for this drama. i love it and problem is, not everywhere sell the complete version; unlike the L word, watched till season 4 then that's it. didn't bother to watch it anymore. more and more lesbians.....

sookhui is getting her wanted camera, cause she managed to convince dad that he doesn't have to help her pay.

and i want a brand new laptop. but have no idea where all my money goes to, ended up not saving up, and dreams of owning a new PINK laptop kinda swaying further away from me now.

i miss CJ now and then, he's not here in KL, and that's kinda a good thing cause.....

HE NEEDS DINNER. HE MUST HAVE DINNER.... and me, ending up eating those not-supposed-to-be-in-your-stomach junks.

i need to read more, so the next book that i'm going to purchase is......photoshop for dummies!! (if they have it in the market)

realized how important and how much easier stuffs can end up being when u use that software.

i have to stop bragging about photoshop cause right now, it definitely does not make me feel easy and happy. cause there's so much tools and i haven't learn so much from DaWei.(the designer guy in the office, and right now, its sort of like testing his limits on how he can tahan me, cause i keep forgetting stuffs that he thought; and end up asking same questions almost every single day)

gtg now. no idea why i can say so much stuff here. its not related and interesting. :C

//=//

i had my tv on for a few hours now.

and there's shitloads of advertisments + contests.

i tot the economy is not that well now, and they can give so many prizes.

like... omg.

new puppy!!!!

2009-04-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

i love j.hud's song STAND UP. kinda motivates me at times, and of course, the soothing music. TRALALA.

LOL.. DaWei adopted a small lil puppy few days ago i think. super adorable !!

to be fair to AhFu, i put his picture also. LOL. but he's office's property. think boss won't scold me gua. LOL

it seemed like i was choking puppy. i call it baby. but its got its own name.
can see how small baby is??? its smaller than the size of my slipper and can't stop chewing it.

that's ahfu.. haha. super huge chowchow with its super warm fur and slimmy saliva. haha. so super strong. the other day, he got too hyper and used his super paw to push me back away from him, just because i was kind enough to feed him his fave snack. sobs. but anyway. at least i don't get BITTEN that often.

TADA!!!! can u see the size of baby and ahfu?? haha. even ahfu's tail can suffocate baby d. that's all!!!

back to photoshopping and have to make a card for PAIGE.

DEAR PAIGE,

i didn't co-pay the dress that u got for bday!! and i heard u very buat buat on that day when u tried it on. must see how pretty the dress is d. LOL. but i'm going to make u something special and i hope u'll like it!

2009-04-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

currently i'm super addicted to the lip butter, even sookhui loves it. each of us own one. at least we contributed to The Body Shop's Safe Sex Campaign. LOL. it tastes so sweet. i've been putting it every hour and i honestly think that i won't get sick of it. unlike other lip balms and stuff, i grew sick and tired of them after a few days. SO ADDICTED!!!

it's random that i place this picture here. the pink head shaking thingy has been in my car for 2 years, and its still shaking it's head now and then. didn't know that it'll tahan so long, and i thought that when it shakes its head for so long the head might prolly come off. but it didn't. so i wana thank it for being so LOYAL. LOL

just took this while JC and i were waiting at the KTM/LRT station (dono what station is that) for chinyee, and then i saw this apartment, and it suddenly reminded me of those ready-cut-pineapple fruit. LOL. can you imagine if i get to stay in a house that completely looked like a watermelon?! AWESOME ryte?

the ever lovely scenery, dono what to write bout it, but it looks fab ryte??

lastly, the company that i'm working at. ET HUB SDN BHD. 2 more weeks from now, my internship will end. and i think i've learnt alot. every single day, ahfu will welcome all of us, and then working desks will be decorated with ahfu's fur AKA cotton pads, and lastly, PHOTOSHOPPING. LOL.

right now, i miss home. so much. i realli wana be home........

like it?

2009-04-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

changed the layout, and stupid sookhui, did not edit my twitter thingy. anyway. she wouldn't ditch her homework for me.

i have no inspirations and ideas and all those stuffs needed to complete the assignments given.

so sleepy right now.

just wana put something here.

cause i feel refreshed with the whole new plain layout.

and i hope i own those shoes. so FAB

i'm simply crapping now.

so.. gotta go!

hi!

2009-04-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

as seen on the twitter thingy, i'm learning photoshop. i know its a bit too late but honestly, i dont need photoshop in most of my works cause they were pretty easy and did not need complicated softwares like PHOTOSHOP.

well. have never tried illustrator and hope that i need not lay my hands on it. learning photoshop is killing me already.

anyway. while i was so stressed, i got this link. its a video showing this eff-ed up maid abuse a child. and seriously, she can be chun li already. brainless whore.

http://multimedia.asiaone.com/Multimedia/Vodcast/Multimedia/Story/A1Multimedia20090402-6319.html

check out the link. dono whether its outdated or not. at least its new to me. and it kinda hurts my heart to see that video.

2009-04-13T11:24:00.000-07:00

PIMPLES!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

I'M SO SPEECHLESS RIGHT NOW.

2009-04-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

there's this whole load of pressure on me. i don't think it's bad. cause it's motivating me in a sense where i can learn a whole new loads of stuff, and also my brain cells.

i get angry all the time, sookhui kept suggesting that i should attend some anger management class.

now i'm so angry because of the connection speed.

i've got so much work to do. i don't think i can sleep now that it even takes a gazillion years to load a darn page.

and i'm searching for another alternative, watch a movie while waiting for the line to get better.

i've been hating and getting angry.

i'm lost most of my patience now, the more i grow, the more immature i'm acting at times.

laughed too much in the office today. prolly thats the reason why i'm a little moody and down now.

help.

the line.

sucks big time. i can't even start a thing.

all i wish for, is a brand new lappy. A PINK ONE!!

so tired and sleepy now. but i still have to move on and do what i'm assigned to.

WISH ME LUCK!!!

currently addicted to the song from GIRLICIOUS : STUPID SHIT.

50kg

2009-04-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

I think that's my weight now.

see. i'm 160cm. (I THINK)

which means. i'm short and this weight means that i'm super CHUBBY. LOL

i would love to go on diet.

but the fact that i have those fat fat genes in me. (MY DAD'S CHUBBY)

and i love eating. so how?!

aih.

anyway. i would like to apologize to those OHF ppl that had celebrated their 21st.. except JEFFREY YAN. and i wasn't there to celebrate with you guys.

i had to tolak those invites cause i was tired. and somehow those parties were done on saturdays.

and all of those saturdays i had to work more long hours.

i'm so sorry dears.

the latest one is PAIGE!!

i'm super sorry...

but i got your present though. hope u like it.

and its something to make u not perfect. and i hate u for havin super HOT legs. grr

muah

TO YOU

2009-04-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

first. I DON'T GET IT.

how can you often give us so much trouble?!

i really can't stand it anymore.

PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMITS.

just admit you are helpless in certain things.

why does GOD give you mouth and a voice box?

its for you to ASK, sing, talk......bla bla.

I really hope that these coming days you would not give us so much troubles.

we're not bionic women.

can't keep correcting stuffs.

I'm not saying that what I do is perfect.

But at least I do consult and ask so that I don't have to let others suffer for my mistakes.

P/S

its kinda outdated.. then i saw there's like ppl spreading rumors all la, then end up not true la..

worst part is that, tipu feelings and then the SEX part la.

so eff-ing annoying.

if some guy forces for sex means its raping already la.

some girls just act like their being victimized.

YOU GIRLS CAN JUST GET A LIFE AND FUCK OFF. IN FACT. BE A NUN.

then you don't have to worry bout ppl raping you and asking you for some little intimacy.

It's kinda fair for me to think like that cause seriously, whats the matter.

i'm a little offended by the so-called rumor made for the whoever-the-name-is.

if its a girl that spreads the rumor, u can just go and die. making girls sound so eff-ing helpless.

and its a guy..... hmm. let's see. IDIOTIC AS EVER.

sorry if the post is offensive. just hate girls acting like ppl cheat them for love and stuff. so fake and then worse, telling ppl how useless are u. so not girl power like.

2009-04-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

was back in ipoh for a family reunion dinner.

then went to the cemetery to give my grannie a 'visit'

I MISS HER.

SERIOUSLY DO

so during some of the free time, went watch MY BLOODY VALENTINE

no comments at all..

went with sookhui.

the malay guy that sat next to me was like.. looking at me and sookhui...

think he was trying to scare us or WHATEVER.

some were making funny noises.

to his surprise.. both of us were kinda..... normal looking...

kinda scared but not scared also.. LOL

whenever i'm back in ipoh.

bitchy sookhui would spend my money so much...

i totally went broke cause of her.

but i'll miss her anyway....

muah!!

2009-04-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

it's been 5 years plus.

the way u hug, u smiled is still so fresh in my head.

i have no idea why i would miss u so so much.

and cried knowing that i could only miss your smile and not getting it from you for real.

couldn't even look at your picture till now.

i miss u so much.

and regretted y didnt i spend so much time with u.

and i finally realized how emotionally attached i am to u.

2009-03-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

saw waikeong's post.

i feel so sorry...

it made me sob a little.

2009-03-25T05:57:00.000-07:00

i was free in a way.
taking a break from all the homework that i should do.
LOREAL roadshow report. done half way. and i'm super duper tired.
waiting to go sleep.
there are some pictures that i just simply post.
not so plain looking lar../..
they're not in order. and too lazy to rearrange them. LOL

this thingy. guess what. its a phone. it looks really pretty u know!! too bad. it doesn't have much function in it. hence the cheap price. but it came in red as well u know! omg omg. my friend bought a black one. so just simply take pic lar. going to show everyone. how on the the local made phone look so nice on the outside but eherm on the inside.... SIGH.

LENG and I were temporary replacement crews for the MAMEE SLLRP ROADSHOW. didnt know it was really fun cause we got to like... enjoy so many breaks. i had so much MILO in just a day.

see!!! the mascot. it looked like i kinda stepped on it. but I DID NOT.i was just supporting my leg on it. someone's supposed to be in the mascot thingy. but can see la. no one's in it. thats why looks weird.

PAST TENSE::> SAYANG YOU CAN DANCE ROADSHOW. HAHA.
see la. during the roadshow i get to go Mines Mall or whatever its called. window shop like mad. eat like mad.

super random. CHOW CHOW in the office i'm interning now. name: AH FU. so cute la at times. took loads of pictures of him. beh tahan d. darn cute la. its huge btw.

PRESENT TENSE::> LOREAL PARIS roadshow. first time ever work with CJ.

so thats how busy i was since february till now. i wana go for karaoke... sigh.

muah!!

perfect tongue

2009-03-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

i took out my tongue stud.

it was a roadshow. gum stuck in it.

had to take it out and now i cant put it back on.

but i'm glad.

cause i finally have my perfect tongue again.

except for a small lil hole. HAHA

i feel glad.

mum's going to be so happy that she'll fly..

cause 3 kids of hers had tongue piercing.

now. only 2 left. wish her luck

to mummy.: pray hard that ur other 2 kids would take their stud out.

i'll be a super goody daughter. LOL..

To Jeff & Seline

2009-03-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

OMG.

i read ur posts in ur blog..

i can't believe u guys were ill-treated by ur so-called lecturers.

and worst of all.. u paid for their salary as well k??? and u didn't get at least some respect from them

treating u like kids sumore.

i feel so sorry for u guys.

all those so-called-lecturers-that-got-their-masters or something has little knowledge of ethics and respect lar!!!

crazy.

suddenly i feel happy cause at least we can joke in class with our lecturers in OUR college. LOL

be strong guys... LOL

seline.. buy more falsies and jeff... crap more...

lastly. thanks u OHF ppl for coming to the party last minute. it meant alot to us girls. (TAK TERMASUK KAK JC YA)

i love u guys till death. haha

i'm a grateful BITCH k? cause i thank all of u. OHF in short. wahaha

Sayang U Can Dance

2009-03-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

lol.

i got nothing to post about.

just to let u my friends know what am i doing these few weeks.

basically i was involved in this roadshow for Brands and Sayang U Can Dance film.

the moment i started the interning program, we were all busy like mad. way to start my intern. unique leh?!?! not many get the chance to be like us. LOL

anyway. attended the premiere of the movie last nyte, and all the CASTS were there. somehow, i can't take pictures of them cause i was working. grr....

some of the pictures were in another camera but dono i can take them anot.

the only thing i'm super happy?!?!?!

CARMEN SOO is so darn pretty. and i got to stand next to her in a pic. I LOVE IT.

obviously, standing next to her made me look so darn ugly.....

and DAFI, i used to think why a guy like that would be some ambassador; till i saw him.

F**K CUTE and FRIENDLY and SWEET.....omg... the nose.

ppl that has a lil pointy nose and high-nose-bridge would be my fave. LOL

had to pose like that. LOL.

^aeryn & elbrine

^ the forever diva JET

^ JET and Elbrine.....

^Leng and Aeryn. muah

^Aeryn and Azim the mischievious dancer. been workin with him for some time d...
to jet. HAHA... he hugged all of us while we took pikcha.. i bet u wana kill me now ryte?!?!?!
in addition, kill Leng and Elbrine also k?!?! WAHAHAHA

lastly, see SEE see?!!?! Carmen!!!! HOThotHOT. and thats Samuel Rizal the lead actor. and then Leng and Elbrine. we were tired. so look at our so called smile. HAHA

i had fun. it was an experience, my first roadshow, my first effort in executing everything along with my boss and superiors, and to the end.

finally, i was really happy. and now. starting from TUESDAY; back to busyBUSYbusy for

L'OREAL STUDIOLINE STAR SEARCH SEASON 3

see u guys!!

reason for me to update

2009-02-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

well.. now that i've found a reason to update.

is that i need help to fill in some survey thingy that me and my dear friend is conducting a survey..

so please help me fill them up.

it'll be a super great help.

http://www.zoomerang.com/Survey/?p=WEB228UJ4K5YKJ

do do do fill them up...!!

thank u so much...... muah.

2009-02-20T04:34:00.000-08:00

my lappy is dying on me soon.

way too soon.

OMG....

and my pink-blinged-mouse has already left me...

not even a year i bling-ed it with crystals..

see what happened. it turned its back on u..

what am i supposed to do now?!?!?!?!??! grr

2009-02-16T04:15:00.000-08:00

having this mixed feelings.

positive and negative ones.

anyway....

i've started my interning program for a week now in ET HUB.

this company that i'm working in actually have pretty nice people.

like.. sometimes u don't get stressed wayyyyyyyyyy TOO MUCH

the interning program had to start early cause we had to go on a roadshow for BRANDS.

i didn't update blog. so know la how busy and tired i was.

and i was way stupid enough cause until now ryte, i'm not familiar with the places and roads near the office

DUMB.STUPID.USELESS.

so if i'm left alone driving without directions......

i'll end up being late to anywhere la...anything la.... whatever la.

anyway. i'm TANNED!!!

lol

so tanned.

and have to start using whitening stuff again.

grr..

i just stopped them.

there's nothing much else to share cause seriously. NO PICTURES WERE TAKEN AT ALL.

AND TOO TIRED TO WRITE ANYTHING ELSE HERE.

JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT I'M NOT DEAD. STILL ALIVE AND KICKIN'

WHEEEEEEE

2009-02-08T01:01:00.000-08:00

i'm currently addicted to PCD's Elevator. super nice.

there's nothing much to do now.

purposely wake up super late so that i won't be so bored.

can't wait for tonyte!!! grammy's!!

at least there's something for me to do.

ONGsuYen. thinks that i forgot bout her.

is that even possible DEAR?!?!

i miss u at times one la kay. LOL.

changed my stud yesterday. back to the red one.

at least ppl would think that i'm having a candy in my mouth.

oh yea. did i mention that i changed all by myself??

i sorta helped sookhui change hers. it was so gross.... saliva all. eww.

and i asked waikeong to help me yesterday as well. LOL

he kept saying that its gross and eww and all the shit. I'm the sister la. whats so gross about that?

sigh.

when i'm free.

i would definitely 'window shop' online.

then ridiculously wish that i have this and that. all those rubbish that are unnecessary.

i stopped buying cosmetics these days.

way too many of them now. and its not like a color my eyes everyday.

to work also i plan to put eyeliner and mascara and blush and some powder and lipbalm

i feel lonely......... yet again........

super updated...

2009-02-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

HEY YA'LL!!!

i'm not posting outdated pictures..

cause its no fun.

especially when CNY didn't really end, I have to study for my final paper. (RETARDED)

not many pictures were taken. so might as well don't post hor?!

but i'm glad that i met almost everyone back home.

and not forgetting that i got sick on the very first day of CNY.

they say this year is super no good for dragon zodiac-ed ppl. lol

and i'm starting to believe them.

1) GOT SICK
2) 90% CHANCE OF FAILING STATISTICS PAPER
3) SHITLOADS OF PIMPLES ON THE FACE. DONO WHAT HAPPENED
4) BEING LONELY ON VALENTINE'S DAY (cj>> why u dowan come here.....)
5) AND ALL UNLUCKY STUFFS ARE STILL COUNTING
6) CNY HAVEN REALLY END. I'M BROKE.

enough with the whining. LOL...

i've always been in love with VS stuff. super amazing. and okok priced larh.

i've posted some pictures. taken from some seller's blog. so i hope they dont mind.

I REALLY WANA GET ALL OF THEM.............

if i buy all of them.... and mum will find out. and get super duper long lecture from dad.

LOL..

i seriously love this one lo... i want it... its kinda long already outdated. cause i saw the pink one long time ago online. hmmm. still loving it.

sookhui liked it.

only liked the monogramed box. lol

i actually am buying this. its on its way to Msia!!!! yay.. hope i'll get it asap

those stuff are like so freaking sexy!!!!!

lol..

especially the PINK line.

i wana live in US....

in the VS store.....

lol

hope i don't bore u all..........

joy!

2009-01-21T11:11:00.000-08:00

hello!!!

super happy right now.

i'll be back home in IPOH in like... 12 hours time...

COUNTDOWN!!

yay.

yay.

yay.

papers were not going so well. don't really care anyway.

CNY mood.

sad to say. there's another paper after CNY. whats the point. DARN

at least interning gave me a good reason to head back to KL.

ppl all having their good time enjoying 3 months break.

i'll be working...... anyway. at least at this event-production place.

so can be HAPPENING!!! CANT WAIT

anyway.

have to pack later in the mornin.

should get some sleep now..

I MISS U CJ..... GRRRRRRRR

MEMORY^^

2009-01-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

as far as i know, the older u get, the suckier your memory goes.....

this can totally apply on me.

there's 3 more papers to go for my finals.

and there's no way i could memorize anything at all..

and worst thing is, i might fail my statistics paper...............

english paper might even get C cause i missed a question worths 12 marks.

am i being ridiculously careless or just completely DUMB?!?!

12 freaking marks and its a freaking english paper.

CAN DIE

rose from being dead

2009-01-14T21:49:00.000-08:00

its the middle of January already. so there's no new year's wish, xmas wish.. bla bla

i have no idea why i even bothered to write something here since.............

its my finals now. and it has already begun yesterday.

PAPER TOMORO. CAN SERIOUSLY DIE

STATISTICS PAPER

who the heck would wana take this paper when they already chosen to study in the Mass Communication courses?!

seriously, one of the super duper main reason why i chose mass comm is that..... i can literally THROW my calculator of 3 years or more away.

and surprisingly, i have to take the subject this semester and rates of me failing this paper is erm... 99.9999999%

i suck in my maths. i'm not like WAIYEING. her maths were all-the-time good. and also CHUNPUI.

used to copy their work back in high school.. omg.

HOPE THAT AS YOU ALL READING THIS POST.. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! IT TOTALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME RIGHT NOW.

bye bitches!!! LOVE ALWAYS.

2008-12-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

i wana shop so badly..........

2008-12-08T10:35:00.000-08:00

i'm bored.. yet again.

i'm halfway thru my textbook.. CYBERLAW textbook

hmmmmmmm

there's not much to go thru since i've studied last week.

but anyway...

i'm super excited...

the fact that i have no problems getting waiyeing's and chunpui's presents..

COME CLAIM FROM ME.. OR ELSE... THEY'LL BE MINE

haha.

and this saturday...

present got joMONIQUElim...

grr...

so much money to spend....

anyway...

parents will be here

hope i can SHOP!!

wahahaha..

i miss sookhui anyway...

that bitch...

miss her so much..

oh yea sookhui..

UR XMAS PRESENT WOULD BE THE GINGERBREAD HOUSE THINGY THAT I BOUGHT YOU FROM IKEA.

enjoy!!

oh yea. twilight. was boring.except the lovey dovey part..

and i have no idea what the hell is wrong with robert pattison. (no idea whether i spelled correctly and dont care anyway)

twillight

2008-12-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

i'm watching twillight later....

i heard it was super not nice.

but i wana watch anyway. dowana be outdated.

grr

anyway.... watched transporter 3 last nyte.

omg. super nice.

i know i'm supposed to study for test on tuesday.

i'll just do it tomoro.

HAHA....

2008-12-05T00:47:00.000-08:00

there's no such thing as happy ending...

or happy ever after..

there was never one..

all lies.

worked.

2008-12-02T08:12:00.000-08:00

worked in Mandarin Oriental last Saturday. for a day only.
it was full of challenges i guess.
some people were kinda like...
asking too much.
oh yea.. and got overboard

lazy wana talk bout it.
the day pretty much sucked.
but those guests made me smile and laughed.

PIKCHAS....

obviously we have to camwhore ryte? the hotel washroom was like.. FAB.

boxes of goodies for the guests.. oh yea. see those gray ribbons on the lids?? we practically put them on. CUTE ryte?!?!?!

the balloons at the entrance of the ballroom. with the lights. they look superb lo. like.. so ROMANTIC

both of us.... lookin like we're promoting our skills

well.. there were loads of pictures but i was lazy

i have to study again. and studied for a whole darn day.

super busy these weeks and i hate it totally.

i just dont know why i have to eat.....

i hate eating.

DETERMINATION

2008-11-26T10:02:00.001-08:00

Did i mention that i kinda regretted for piercing my tongue??

and i've just decided...

i'll take off my piercing end of this year..

when sookhui does that....

GUILT plenty

2008-11-25T01:09:00.001-08:00

alright. someone pierced her tongue yesterday...

i was the one that made it really happened...

i'm in the blame for now.

i'm so dead.

and statistics midterm sucks big time.

REASON: when someone admits that they seriously hate math; no matter how much they try; they won't know how to do anyway.

my brain totally do not function well when it comes to numbers.

in additional maths class during secondary; lets say. i know how to do question 1; but, when the teacher changed numbers for the same typical questions and slightly twisted it; I GOT STUCK

this proves how stupid am i...

and now i have to deal with all these again. in this semester... and if i fail a subject this semester; i won't get to go for internship. BLAH

grr

fucktarded

2008-11-18T19:47:00.000-08:00

i was internet-less for almost a week now.
and ryte now i'm using JC's lappy to post this [in his place]
feel like a total fucktard cause i think both of us kinda messed up our presentation yesterday
MR HARRY was like.... "okay... skip this skip that"
gosh. and the presentation lasted for like 3 minutes i think.
and i was practically talking to myself
hah.
hate my life.
the TMNET fella came this morning
and he said that the modem is like.
spoiled.damaged.destroyed.fucked.dead.

mind my language. can't stop that f word these days
with so many stuff happening. grr

GET BUSY

2008-11-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

yeap. now that all the fun is totally over. i have started to struggle for my assignments, presentation, midterm.

it really sucks you know...

starting to feel much stress. especially when there's 6 hours straight classes.

SUPER TIRING

there's nothing else that can ever make me happy now.

RANDOM stuffs we bought. & the reason why we're so broke

2008-11-01T03:39:00.000-07:00

FROM IKEA.

CONVERSE.

FROM CARREFOUR

DRUGSTORE STUFFS

THE MOST EXCITING ONE. : BAO AND HER SUPER SEDUCTIVE SHORT SKIRT DURING PRESENTATION.

FROM PAVILLION: BANGSAWAN i just have no idea why we so-called like to be conned. each small little piece costs around RM1.95...

PAU!!!!!! there's meat in them all. super nice ge la.

GRRR

2008-10-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

i have no class on fridays. so.. sis and mum were not back in ipoh yet.

daddy left them here in KL and went to terengganu for a few days.

had a DATE with my sis. [who else]

mum decided not to go shop with us cause she knows that we'll all buy non-stop.

PLUS.... her cousin just passed away. [some distant relative to me]

so tomoro she's heading back to her kampung in sekinchan

BAD NEWS: i have to so-called babysit my sister. sucks for me cause daddy didn't really give me much allowance lo

just now went shopping sumore. THE CURVE, IKEA, 1U, SG WANG, PAVILLION

see how many places we went?!?!??! parking fees... gone... petrol... lagi gone.

thanks to sookhui wanting to buy her bloody RM99.90 converse shoe...

now... she ending up buying this limited edition converse that i also like.. which is obviously more expensive...

me on the other hand. have no idea what i spent on but i spent RM200....

seriously... the most expensive stuff i bought was like RM29.90.

WHERE THE HELL MY MONEY WENT?!?!?!

HATE IT...

i didn't even buy any clothes.

SHITHEAD

small little regrets and excitement

2008-10-29T10:20:00.000-07:00

so i have finally regretted.

its not like i have super loads of free time.

and guess what. the novels that bought...

well.. as can be predicted. i only started on a few pages of the Snow Train novel.

i've always loved reading.

but i guess those interests start to fade more since i came here to kl

haha.. BLAME THE CITY

anyway. i was super busy...

6 hours of classes straight is seriously tough

the weather is freaking hot..

how can that be possible cause earlier this week the weather was still fine

OH YEA

the excitement. i have this role-play presentation today!! yea.. its 0124 now.

i hardly really prepared.. so i pray that everything goes well....

bye!

2008-10-28T01:04:00.000-07:00

i'm bored.

skipped classes today.

i know i shouldn't.

but i was sleepy and was tired.

so....

there's nothing to post much though

just that i went shopping and bought some stuff..

have to prepare for role-play presentation now.. and study CYBERLAW

so bye bye

i don't know why i didn't ignore it.

2008-10-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

[01] Name: Aeryn Mavis Ng Sook Ching
[02] Nickname: Aeryn, mushy
[03] Married: Nope
[04] Zodiac Sign: Leo
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 20
[07] High School: SM Convent, Ipoh
[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College
[09] Height: 160 cm
[10] Weight: 48kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Okok la.
[12] Piercings: 4
[13] Right or left: Righty
[14] Are you a freak : Don't think so
[15] Hair: Shoulder-lengthed, dark brown
[16] Skin: Fair i guess
[17] Allergic: None
[18] What are you doing now: Feeling great depths of regret why i even looked at mabel's blog
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Sleep
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Freaking successful and is capable to buy loads of falsies!!
FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Back home, yes
[22] Siblings (included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: SookHui
[25] Love/hate your family: Love-love-love
MY ONE AND ONLY
[26] You found your another half: For now YES
[27] If yes, who is he/she: ONG CHONG JIE
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: -
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1??
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yea... i wooed ONG CHONG JIE [tak malu me.. ]
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yeah.. ONG CHONG JIE. [freaking tak malu]
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: almost all the time.
[35] You with your other half since: 2 years ago...................
[36] Are you straight/lesbo: straight... i've watched gay porn the other day with bao [guy&guy wan] and i'm not strong enough to be a lesbo.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: cause i'm his everything. {cj's so slapping me in the face}
[38] You and your other half in which stage: don't und.
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: WTF [SEE QUESTIONS 30 & 31 PLEASE]
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: : .................................
FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: forgotten already
[42] Your first enemy: okay..... erm... waiyeing?!?!?! HAHA. she hated me first ok?! but i love her now.
[43] The friend you love the most: none of them i hate
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): GOT LA
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: erm..... all of them?! got read my previous post anot?!
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: HAHA.
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Bitches, DRAMA QUEENS, AND SO-CALLED MISS KNOW IT ALL
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Assh***s
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: haha. SUCH FUNNY QUESTION
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Wtf, noNOno
[51] If your friend backstabs you: depressed.. unbelievable
[52] If your friend betray you: i'll stab her like mad. [if guy then i'll just pray that he DIES]
[53] If your friend woo your lover: OMG... think i'll kill both of them. or just curse them so they won't be happy together and feel guilty
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: OMG............haha.,
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: shutup. my best friends are.... GIRLS. THERE'S NO WAY. but i still love u girls literally
[56] Are you a good student: NO
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Assignments yes, homeworks..[we don't really get homeworks.]
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: no love.
[59] Always late to school/college: Yup
[60] Your class: WTF
[61] You love your seniors: no love.
[62] Senior who you love the most: -
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Both
[64] Excellent result classmate: there are.
65] Laziest classmate: YAP JET CHEONG.
[66] Smart people: geeks?? [nah. hardworking lo.]
[67] Stupid people: lazy-ness??
[68] Good looking people: should thank makeup
[69] Ugly people: inner beauty rocks. {me.ME.me}
[70] Funny people: Are sometimes lame
[71] Cute people: erm???
[72] Bad people: LOSERS
[73] Honest people: can't stand them at times
[74] Acting people: I HATE DRAMA QUEENS. so i'm very biased
[75] You are what kind of people: A bit of everything, here and there
PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes & lips
[77] Hugs or kisses: Both
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller!
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
[81] Listener or talker: Listener
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: Both
FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 25 [i'm such a bitch]
[85] Numbers of kid(s): -
[86] Career: SUCCESSFUL woman
[87] Salary: The more the better
[88] Retirement age: When I have enough cash to do so
[89] Properties value: erm..
[90] Wishes: everyone lives happily ever after and don't hate me for tagging u ppl!!!
TAGGED
[91] BAO
[92] JET CHEONG
[93] CYNTIA
[94] JORIDA MONIQUE
[95] DAPHNE CHOO
[96] SOOKHUI
[97] WAIKEONG
[98] JEFFREY YAN
[99] ONGSUYEN
[100] MEICHAN

today randomly happy

2008-10-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

i know the blog is getting really lame. cause i'm lame in a way. but anyway. i just post just to share with monamie... monami... [my french sucks cause i learnt elementary level only. monamie means my friends. notice the e?? it seems like the 'e' is for so called labeling females. adding an 'e' in some of ur words means u're refering to a female. bet all of u know that huh]

anyway. went to 1u super early today. don't knoe what got into cj. we were planning to watch movie la. but then he was like... wanting to go there early. we reached around 11 something i think. went and bought tickets and randomly walked around. and so.. we ended up coming home early. so here am i posting something just to kill time and wait for cj waking up to dinner with me.
watched bangkok dangerous. seriously.. there's nothing to comment bout that show. TGV seats really suck big time. no offense to tgv-goers. anyway. back to bangkok dangerous. don't waste money and buy those tickets. haha. buy those low quality vcd also enough d la.

oh yea. when we were on this escalator' me happily day-dreaming when suddenly the whole freaking thing stopped. got shaken up abit la. i was like. SHIT!!! I DOWANA DIE. stupid ryte?? cj was as calm as usual and i was freakingly scared. i have always been afraid that this situation would happen. thats the reason why i hated escalators.

oh yea!! since i wanted to like improve my english [ i have language paper this semester which sucks big time as well] i bought novels!!! haha. not those girly ones though. there was this pay-less something something stall there. 3 books for RM15. okay la. so i chose 3 with the nicest titles. and cute covers.

can see the titles ryte?? sound interesting ryte??!?!?! lets all pray that i will finish reading them ok?? BYE BYE!!!!

mavis & monique

2008-10-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

HEY !!

this was what i labeled in our pictures folder. somehow we accidentally have the same initials.

anyway. i've so called promised jo that i'll 'dedicate' a post to her. so bangga la. since the connection is problematic again, i can only upload 2 pictures. compared to waiyeing and chunpui; u got extra 1 picture k???

anyway. how i met jo... super long history, plus we've gone thru alot. all i could say was we were stupidly not ngam. haha. i rememebered waiyeing and i used to hate each other also. see!! we're super best friends.. this is what we call. GONE THROUGH UPS AND DOWNS.

i admit.. we did had loads of misunderstandings and stuff. we were not so much in good terms when we were in secondary. so the dramatic. thats why. i learn... how to treasure her now. love u sis

haha

about jo... loves to eat.. and i have always envied her nice nice skin complexion. tarak pimples or those large pores wan. sumore so petite. don't know why people that i hang out with always tend to be smaller sized than me. its stressful u knoe!!!

anyway. i've not seen jo for a super long time.both of us just can't seem to have super free times. especially when i'm in a holiday, she'll be struggling for finals and stuff. hate it.

i'm hoping to see u jo... i miss uuu.. there's so much to talk about...

p.s. i love everyone... so i can't possibly post everything bout my friends... very susah lar... no JEALOUSIES K??!

mornin peeps!!

2008-10-20T18:20:00.000-07:00

class is at 10 later. and i successfully woke up at 8 which means i have LOADS of time to prepare myself. the reason that i get up early is that...... i put makeup to classes. even if the class only takes an hour or so, i'd still devoting-ly paint my face with stuff. i just want to look 'energetic' and not like those ppl that had not enough sleep in their life.

ppl that are blessed with super huge eyes like daphne choo, definitely do not have to worry about a single thing. and ppl that are blessed with good complexion like jo monique lim, need not worry about putting on foundation to cover spots and pores. unlike moi; aeryn mavis ng : who has..... SUPER LARGE PORES, IMPERFECT SKIN, SPOTS, SMALL EYES, AND A FREAKING FAT FACE.

not that i'm unthankful cause my features are kinda okay compared to others. but. when ur click used to be with some of the pretty pretty girls... u would definitely get what i mean. even in secondary... i'm best friends with waiyeing and chunpui.

waiyeing. get what i mean???? [this picture was like super long. i hardly meet up with her since she's been in kl. haha. sorry babe]

chunpui. can see?? [ this pic.. recent one. its shown in the other post as well. ]

basically. i'm always the ugly one. (jo monique.. ppl know u d. so donit put ur picture k?)

anyway. BAO.... is coming to get me to class. haha. gotta go!!

=//=ADDITION=\\=

during break time, we had nothing to do so we headed to bao's bf's place to 'rest' la. haha. we had 2 hours of break time and eating required only.. erm. 1/2 hour.

anyway. while we're busy lying down and talking and see those love-birds smooching smooching all...

leng suddenly gave this idea that a person can know how long a guy's penis is by. erm.

asking him to form like an 'L' shape from his index to his thumb; and measure the gap between

get it??

hope u guys understand.

so. we decided to try it on jc. his fingers are like LONG. means; the gap is huge also la.

like calculating those length of the size of a triangle. haha

he didn't tell la whether its true anot but i seriously wana know.

next target. CJ..

i'll ask him and measure and tell me

HAHA.

no pictures cause the browser got problem

aerynmavisngsookching = dumbest person ever.

2008-10-20T05:11:00.000-07:00

nicole seet... when u're reading my blog, i seriously hope that u'd invite me back so that i can view ur blog. i changed layout and i had to re-add people all over again. please please please!!!!

why she's dumb....

she saw this website that said that.. use lemon and orange juice and spread over face and that can minimize enlarged pores. and so she went and bought some and began to spreading and spreading.. first.. chin part got swollen. so she thought.. "its okay.. probably that part is sensitive. don't care la. i wana be pretty". the next morning. which is TODAY... spreaded them again. this time t-zone only. thinking that its the most brilliant thing. and just now; after waking up from her nap.. she saw that her nose is a little taller and swelled. so now... the fruits are turned into fruit juice.

that statement alone is enough to prove how dumb am i... and what risks i'm willing to take just to make myself prettier, whiter and...... perfect. however, since i'm constantly putting on makeup. they don't do much good to my skin. haha. don't care la. i dowana look ugly when i go college.. like during secondary school time. FREAKING UGLY LA...

wonders of the makeup. wahaha.

finally!! i've bought this bag. well. not many ppl think that its nice. kityee said that it looks like an "aunty" bag. but i like lo. so don't care whoever that comment bout my bag. i still love it till the max. so sad to talk bout it now cause i have no place to put it nicely cause my whole "bag section" is full. even cj tried convincing me not to purchase the bag and the only thing he said was "U GOT SO MANY BAGS D.. WHY WANA BUY SUMORE. "... i ignored anyway. HAHA

one day CJ's going to see whats special in me.... being a shopaholic (a mini one since i don't shop all the time)... i love u CJ.. for not stopping me much nowadays. haha.

balloons vs sperms

2008-10-17T10:06:00.000-07:00

guess what picture is that....

my failed balloon drawing.

admit that i suck in drawing. HAHA. compared to my small lil skill of decorating.

i was supposed to draw some balloons onto a card that i wana make for cj.. and it ended up looking like sperms that stick together. omg.. this is not that actual card la. but at least u get what i mean ryte??

sigh. can someone like make a tutorial to teach me how to draw something that even a toddler knows how.

failure in drawing balloons... excel in sperm drawing.

such a talent i have here.

2008-10-16T18:59:00.001-07:00

realized that i have not shut my xanga blog account. and just successfully done it!! whee.

i have super dark eye circles. how?!

hate it.

tried sleeping early already. but i can't help myself from thinking shitloads of stuff right before i sleep.

i.e. : if i go off to bed at 12, i would end up thinking and so-called brainstorm about something.... and eventually get tired at 2 something. thats long hours being awake ON the bed.

can anyone tell me whats the best method to like... help me sleep earlier.. creams, drinks, food and all... TELL ME TELL ME!!

HELLO!!

2008-10-15T09:22:00.000-07:00

well. this is the new layout i've chosen after spending some time searching for a better one that may not cause much of an eye sore. plus.. i like the teddy bear with super cute shark-like teeth. HAHA. love it to the max.

class today was super..... "exciting". so tiring.

so going to sign off now. since i wana paint my nails. bye bye!!

short post

2008-10-14T20:08:00.000-07:00

currently posting this notice on jessie's house. (chicken little).

i'll be changing my layout though. since i get eye sores myself from facing the redness of the entire blog. so... i've learnt my lesson. no more ridiculously bright reds for layouts.

later will have to attend a 6 hour marathon of classes. planning to grab a bite before class.

bye!!

tell me

2008-10-12T09:34:00.001-07:00

and so i've changed the layout of my blog..

i seriously love this red.

but to you guys that think that the blog color is too ridiculous or somehow not nice; do tell me about it so i can change another one. after all, i want you guys to be comfy with my blog.

classes officially starts later in the mornin (its 0044 now.) so. i'm motivated as always in the first few weeks. HAHA.

i wana shop for makeup stuff so badly. but i can't. ;o

been watching this drama series. OMG!! i've been devoting-ly downloading it every single day.

anyway. i'll be getting busy real soon. this time. i will not leave my assignments to the very last minute.

signing off. muah.

btw. I FREAKING HATE MY HAIR AND FRINGE. SIGH....

simple and random

2008-10-06T10:54:00.000-07:00

everything that i post tonyte is actually kinda range from the most outdated ones to the recent ones.

just thought of posting since i have nothing to do. i have no idea how to start.

okay. while i was in ipoh. nothing special happened. and did nothing much. just spent loads of time with sookhui and some friends larh. sookhui has this obsession to like.. stand on the bathroom scale and annoyingly ask me to see how heavy is she. i know la she THIN!!! very mang wan lo.

this is her weight. can see?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

compared to my weight freakingly. hmm.. can see the difference. i'm a fat freak.

okayy. went old town kopitiam. i kinda like this picture so i just simply post lar . thats chunpui and i hardly get to see her. missing her honeyyy.

okay. then i wana apologize to POODLE NG MEI CHAN cause i kinda ffk her last friday. i had to clean the whole darn house my dear..... so i can't leave the house in a super messy condition mar. ryte??

okayy. sunday. went pyramid with BAO, BAO BF and jessie (JC).
so we didn't really shop lar. just walk walk for fun. did pedicure but forgot to take picture cause we never thought of taking them. then ate and ate and ate.

LUNCH.......... bar bq plaza.

and then DINNER... kinda having the same thing again.

so syiok giving a sweet smile. beh tahan. HAHA.

i did this the whole nyte!!! cekap cekap??? i feel content. HAHA.

semester actually started. but haha. i dont reali care. dont reali have the mood to attend lectures also. i just wana have fun. hoho

FINALLY... happy birthday!!!!! wahahahahahahaha

btw bro.. happy belated bday darling...

waikeong ng.

2008-09-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

today was awesome. i meant the seafood. didn't take any pictures though. i thought it was kinda unnecessary especially my hands are so dirty having to eat crabs.

plus. we were on our way home when there's this rock hit the car front window thingy. and began to crack. super intensed lar. since i have never experienced that before. so... took the whole mirror thingy out and we practically drove back to window with many people looking at us. natural wind, and dumb lorry smoke. and worries that the remaining bits of mirror would get into our eyes. FUN LARH!!!!

anyway. went oldtown and i bumped into ZHEN!!!

i miss her so so much.

internet at home sucks. nono. my lappy sucks big time. always got something wrong. now i have to use the home PC and listen to mummy's super oldies playlist cause i couldnt be bothered to save songs in to pendrive and then walk up and down the stairs. grr...

i wana reformat. but dad would nag like mad. think i'll do it in secret. means paying for it myself. and this sucks as well.

how can i have sookhui's determination to stay thin.....????

all i did was eat like mad.

please give me some of ur motivation please u unagi-monkey girl.

2008-09-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

hung out with sis on saturday. well. stayed at home since i came back from ipoh. thought of getting much more rests and spend more time with my family. sis and i were stupid enough to spend around 6 hours in JJ. doing mostly nothing. walking around like idiots and were lazy enough to go to other places cause i hate finding parking on weekends.

anyway. the best part of the day is...........................

watched MAMMA MIA!. super nice movie except that the guy sitting next to me were singing along. =freaking annoying lo. beh tahan at all. throughout the whole movie sumore.

yay. feel like watching it again. cause it was super fantastic!

well. there's nothing much to blog about. since i did pretty much nothing other than watching all episodes of the moonlight resonance. and now that the drama has ended. i have no idea how to fill my free free time. but anyway. at least i can sleep as much as i want and wont be bothered by the exam and college for the time being.

and on tuesday. will be heading to LUMUT with SEEJAY and his pals for seafood. hoho.

super sleepy now. so good nyte and hope ya'll enjoy what u'll be doing in the weekdays.

to be tagged

2008-09-19T14:36:00.000-07:00

The last person that tagged you is?
NG WAI KEONG (tattookeongkeong)

Your relationship with her (him)?
bro and part-time sister

Your 2 impressions towards her (him).
ugly-looking baby (when mum showed me his face after he was born), super safe bodyguard.

The most memorable thing that he has ever done for u?
when i tried to run away from a restaurant (argued with parents), he chased and tailed behind me protecting me from the back. that incident changed the way i thought of hating him forever in my life. and oh yea.. we argued. by the next day was my bday. so he bought this piglet cd pouch and hung it on my room door knob with a small tag saying happy bday. how stupid was i.. i actually cried. but we continued arguing anyway

The most memorable words that he spoke to you?
FUCK YOU (he constantly says that. so i remember that the most)

If he becomes your enemy, you will....
tell mum bout his hidden tattoos and ask her to hold all his allowance cause he's going to ink his skin more.

If he becomes your enemy, the reason is....
no idea. i'm not a brutal person that can cause someone to be my enemy.

The most desirable things to do for him is...
buy him a proper perfume?? not body shop brand.

How do you think the people around you feel about you?
insecure, not confident.......... lists may go on.

The character for yourself is?
fucking dumb.

On the contrary, the character that you hate yourself is?
being fucking dumb

The most ideal person you want to be is?
i'm happy being myself.

For the people who care, say something about them...
living life to their fullest

10 people to tag....
1] SOOKHUI
2] CHRISTINE
3] MEICHAN
4] DAPHNE
5] JORIDA MONIQUE LIM
6] BAO
7] JEFFREY YAN
8] CYNTIA NG
9] MABEL
10] SELINE SOO

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
erm. single? (i asked sookhui)

Is 6 a male or female?
FEMALE

If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
HAHA..they're known to be close. no difference

How about 5 and 8 ?
they dont know each other

What is number 1 studying?
high school.

Is number 9 still single?
dont dare to ask her

Say something about number 3 .
super thin. working now so less contact and she might not even read my blog anymore.SADNESS

shake shake

2008-09-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

i have this problem. i have no idea why my hands are shaky these days.. something's wrong.

and i feel restless. so restless.

one thing that i don't really like the fact the my exams end so darn early. everyone in the house practically didn't care bout me cause they're busy studying. all i did was face the lappy and had insufficient meals because all they cook was instant noodles and i can't stand eating them EVERYDAY.. omg.

MY HANDS ARE STILL SHAKING THE VERY MOMENT I AM TYPING THIS POST.

heading back to ipoh tomoro. how i wish i can be home now. dad had something to do. so i have to wait for him and go home together.

my life is pretty much meaningless. a week is wasted cause i don't feel like hanging out as well.

sometimes i hate holidays.

2008-09-14T14:26:00.000-07:00

i'm so in love with the GIRLS ALOUD!!! omg... loved them since.. no idea. but anyway. 5 hot girls with super nice songs.

FROM L-R = nadine, nicola (moi fave), cheryl, kimberly & sarah

sookhui loves them too. love them!!

i have no idea what to blog about. i'm just sharing my lil passion with u guys. hoho... bye bye

2008-09-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

finals is finally over. guess i'll manage to pass some papers. its really boring now. i finished my last paper yesterday. and i already started getting bored. don't even have the mood to shop cause i realized how freaking fat my face is and how my body somehow looked like i've just given birth.

yes. i'm fat. super duper fat. so i can't get new clothes unless i'm successfully thin, might take some time though.

BAO transfered

yea. i know i'm a lil outdated. but at least i get to watch all together. except for the 10 last epi..
omg. drama. starting to feel a little unrealistic. where got ppl 100% evil and 100% angelic wan?!?!?!

better than nothing lar. sigh... i wana go back ipoh so badly.

2008-09-03T09:08:00.000-07:00

yay... i'm officially grounding myself. starting tomoro.

i'll study and study and study.. and get good grades blah blah...

and so. i won't be onlining and its doesn't matter.

bye bloggy and hello textbooks and lecture notes.

2008-08-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

i feel bored. the fact that finals is in a few days time makes me feel even more restless.

loads of stuff happened these days. they're no good stuff.. no idea how to say it here.

i'm not who i was anymore. small little matters sometimes disgust me. and i'm no longer the super cheerful person that doesn't care shit around her.

guess getting older doesn't make anyone feel super good.

oh yea. i dyed my hair black. and its jet black. and i turned out to be gothic looking. sigh. things never turn out ryte these days

i miss uuu... so much. we're both so near... YET SO FAR.

currently... sis found a small lil frog at our house stairs. mum just chased it away. she kinda squashed it with a MOP... cold-hearted. its so super cute.

sookhui shrieked with excitement. and me too.

i feel sorry for the small little frog. it was so pretty. like those tropical tropical thingy that u can find in the forest.

2008-08-22T13:07:00.000-07:00

sookhui's back in ipoh. and these few nights i kinda dreamt bout her. the dream's kinda pathetic and it goes like this::..

one very night. (think its an occasion night) sookhui and i were walking walking. then we saw loads of kids wearing some kind of t-shirt and the labels had numbers on them. so we thought...

"eh!!very nice la that shirts all. come lets ask dad get for us..."

so before we realized.. those kids (somehow they were all lining up in a line) got eaten one by one by a monster.

so sookhui and i kept running till we reached home. daddy was holding the shirts that we wanted. and so. we took the shirts and threw them into a lake or some puddle of water. and the monster got grab of it.

and so.. we were both save and lived happily ever after.

lame ryte???

the whole afternoon nap was about that dumb dream and somehow i can remember every single detail of it. so intensed. HAHA..

kityee said that its lame cause....... i'm 20 now.. and still dream of monsters.. HAHA

oh yea. and she bought me my super late bday prezie.. a solid perfume from L'Occitane, revlon colorstay minerals foundation and skinfood blackbean nose pack {i wanted her to help me get it and it ended up becoming my bday prezie.}

happy happy day. and i managed to study a chapter of media technology for my finals... 13 more chapters to go.. for the next 2 days. HAHA. wish me lucks.